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Life Update (reason why i've been 'lost')

2010-07-22T15:30:00.000-07:00

O_O Holy -
How long has it been?
Well...let's see, Life update.
I miss the Rev like anything, still. Will never stop. The cause of his death is said to be drug overdose...which is weird :S
Anyway, I never got a chance to share 1-1-'10. Yeah, it went by sad, but I re-met my cousins after 10 years. Family fights >.<
My uncle has three children. 2 sons, 1 daughter. One of the sons is 16, about 9 months older than me. His name's Rafae.
Hahah
Okay, get the point ;P
We were already pretty close, and he used to talk to me alot in the 5 days we all spent together.
My friends said I was blind to not notice. Could I help it?? Well, anyway, I talked to him like almost all day, everyday. Until he disappeared. He told me he was going to.
During the time he disappeared I started focusing on getting to my studies and giving a good result for my upcoming CIE's. For which I joined tuitions at "Precision". For pak studies
....
Damn, was that a mistake :P
I encountered a guy who was formly in our school. Like 4 years or more ago
And for some reason now when I looked at him...I kind of developed a crush.
I became friends with 3 or 4 more guys. All were pretty cool...to me atleast. One of them asked me out, the other developed a thing for me. But never told me. :P
This was the craziest time I could remember. Like seriously. Everyday was a new story, I had my bestest pal; Navira with me through it all though.
Rumor started spreading about me and the guy I liked. It's weird because I noticed him looking at me many times, and he even smiled at me couple of times.
Idk, weird shit.
Anyway, during this phase, right in the middle, rafae returned. First few days I didn't tell him because I didn't want to face the fact myself that I was really falling for that guy. But eventually Navira and Zara (my other best pal) made me suck it up and believe...yeah, I really liked that guy.
So on 22nd March, 2010, I told Rafae. His response was like "oh..." or something like that. Haha
He wasn't very supportive at first because...well yeah, i had been spying on the guy i liked. Lets keep his name "X"
So yeah, I got to know about X's smoking and drinking habits. I told Rafae and he asked me to stay away from X.
But I told Rafae that I believe in him and want to change. And I know that I will. Rafae was kinda' hesitant but then he agreed.
So anyway...there then came this girl that Rafae started talking about that he "just met". And he talked to Navira about it and he hardly got to talk to me because I was always on about X.
Time passed and he eventually stopped talking about this new girl and I realized (after X disappeared) that I didn't really like him all that much. I was just temporarily quite infatuated...but now that he was gone...Idk, i didn't care much.
I didn't tell Rafae he was gone though.
Anyway, one morning, I wake up and as always there was a msg from Rafae. It said "Maham I really need to tell you something"
Me: "Hm?"
R: "I know you won't believe me, But...I love you. And I Really REALLY care for you. I've loved you from the first time I saw you"
Me: "um..okay. Aww. I love you too :) And I care for you too, you know" (I was trying to deny it)
R: You love me too? Tell me honestly...not the brother sister love...like serious Love?
Me: Um...
R: I need an answer. And I'll understand
Me: Idk. this is too sudden.

Anyway, it went on like this. And I kept fighting with rafae EVERYDAY that he doesn't love me. He just says it.
4 or 5 days passed and I couldn't keep it to myself anymore so I told Navira. Her reaction was like "...duh, maham. What the hell did i tell you?"
O_O
Crazy shit, I know :P
Anyway, my mom got to know about my cutting habits and took me to a psychologist. He prescribed a couple of medicines. I took them. They didn't have very good effects :|
I started hallucinating at night, Lost my appetite, anti depressants made me even more depressed and I kinda had a very little sleep. I was REALLY under-rest. And it pretty much sucked.
I started losing alot of weight and my exams were right around the corner.
Well, anyway, things with rafae were kinda still going. I screamed at him everyday. Told him he's crazy and that he wasn't in love with me. He just thought he was. But he kept telling me that he really was.
I swear to God, I made the guy cry and beg me to believe. But I still never did. And I left him like soooo many times. He always came after.
I guess I tested him too much.
Anyway, one night the hallucination got like really really bad and I ended up cutting ALL my arms and legs.
And I walked downstairs where my sister was, like that and asked for bandage. (still hallucinating)
She saw my cuts and woke my mom up, but by then I had run upstairs and had more of the sleeping pills.
After which I went even more insane in attempts to kill myself.
My parents woke up, brought me under control. Just that night I had a fight with rafae and told him to fuck off and never talk to me again because I wanted everything to end.
His dad was with him so it was hard for him to reply. He said he'll talk to me in the morning. I said fuck you. There will be no morning. You won't EVER call me ... EVER!

Well anywho, I woke up, All bandaged, Looked at myself, was confused. I usually never remembered what happened in the hallucinations.
That day I told my guy friend what happened. He knew about my cutting and he was really really worried. It was my birthday about 2 or 3 days later.
Well anyway, the previous night, because I was going insane, My dad took my cell phone.
Oh and i was practically dying, but i was still fighting to listen to Machine Head before I fell asleep O_O
I heard "Aesthetics Of Hate"
Weird, huh?
Anyway, the following day, at precision I told navira everything. She was worried sick. And she told me that rafae was trying to reach me, but since my phone wasn't with me, i couldn't talk to him (not like i was gonna anyway)
He persuaded navira and she got me to talk to him. I went to the back lot of Precision where my teacher smokes with the students (xP)
And I was screaming at him on the phone. And I told him how he was never there for me and shit
He was crying
Anyway, I borrowed navira's phone almost everyday, and almost everyday I fought with rafae :P
(he never fought back -__- )
Soon X disappeared.
So the medication was stopped. Yet one night, when I (once again) fought with rafae because he was busy at his match and wasn't replying to me. Because in the morning he had his football final and at evening he had his cricket final -__- Kinda' pissed me off. So I fought and told him to piss off. And said he was never there for me. And I took the sleeping pill and went to sleep and told to not bother texting because I wasn't going to reply. I'd probably start hallucinating.
Usually during them I saw this weird old lady, some under ground deck. A ship. Some guy trying to hurt.
Alot of stuff
Even once I saw this whole army of some guy who was taking me away. And the queen wanted me to either marry this guy or face death. And I kept asked Rafae to be my king
(dramatic, i know. but i swear this happened. And I never told him i liked him back then :|)
(I used to text him everynight, weird shit. Usually what I saw. And what not)
So anyway, that night, he left his match because of me :P He was stressed and he was driving back home...
I started hallucinating, I told him to fuck off again and again. On every text he sent me.
He got so worried he ended up in an accident.
But he still managed to text me.
Well anyway, he made it back home and his parents had locked him out. So he had to sleep in the front lawn.
By now I had started seeing the old lady again and the guy who wanted to hurt. I texted and told him.
He called me.
AND I SWEAR TO GOD, say I'm being all lame and gay...but I felt the love. For the first time in my life.
He told me on the phone to hold on and that he was there. And "Baby, what's wrong?? What's going on with you? Please be okay. Please"
And
"Please go to sleep. Baby *sob*"
And what not. I started crying. And for the first time in my life again, my hallucination stopped because of a human O_O On the phone
He calmed me down
And he remained on the phone with me until I stopped replying and fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning and the phone was next to my ear. There was a text from him "Are you up? Please tell me you're okay"
That morning I was FINALLY convinced that he loved me. And I realized...I do love this guy back. Though, I still didn't tell him.

So exams were over on the 18th, i think. And I was out with friends all day. I was exhausted -__-
His dad come to our place on the 25 I suppose, and he asked me and my brother to go with him.
My whole family was planning to come already, but later. on the 12 of the next month (june)
I left with him early.
I spent a whole month with Rafae at his place. (They live in a different city)
It was the craziest, most memorable, cutest, horrible, amazing and unbelievable month in my whole life.
All us cousins went crazy, got into trouble, roamed around the streets of the city. Crazy shit.
And battlefield was CRAZY! HAHAHA
Paint Balling.
Rafae didn't let me get out of the cover, though -__- he didn't want me to get hurt.
:P cute. But over protective

Alot happened. He got me a necklace. It was for 3000 bucks!

And i still fought with him there many times. Until the last day of that month, when I was making my way down to the gym, he pulled me into the drawing room.
Serious senti moment man O_O
I hugged him , and we both cried. We were going so far away. He was going to england and i was going to kashmir.
*sigh*
:'/ It was really sad
But June was such an unbelievable month.

We (all the cousins) went to HotSpot for icecream every night. Walked to Akro mart. Had a shit lot of redbull. Watched movies. We watched the classics haha Gladiator, Scarface, Titanic etc.
There was this one night when we were watching Taking of Phelom123
and I fell asleep in his arms. It was cute
And haha this other moment where at the amusement park we sat on the same ride like 3 times and almost puked. And we went crazy at HyperStar. (a huge departmental store)
we put everything we found in a trolley (including blenders, iPod's, school bags, drilling machines, cheese) and left it at the counter :P
We played football in the middle of the store, while everyone was shopping. HaHA
We went to Hardees. Ate like shit
Me and rafae even sneaked out with excuses of "meeting our friends at so-and-so cafe"
Sitting in the jeep, playing loud music. Singing along. Screaming at people on the street. Shooting them from the jeep's sunroof with a toy gun xP
The South Africa football music was like the soundtrack of our summer. Waving Flags and Waka Waka and Give me reason.
Fun times :')
We played xBox all day. Tekken and football.
And Rafae even left with my brother and other cousins for play football at the field.
Haha it was fun.
Everything is worth remembering. If I start with the stories, there's no stop to them.

Right now he's in England, and I'm back home. At my grandparents currently. He got me so much stuff .__.
A solid gold necklace with a heart shaped sapphire.
I'm grateful to him. But I STILL didn't tell him how much he means to me :p
I plan to save it for the right moment (even though they came and passed heh)

He has BP issue's. His heart's weak and his eyes start bleeding when he's worried.
Idk, it's bad whatever it is. :(

So yeah...that's a brief of what I've been upto. What do you guys think? :P

My Room

2010-03-27T12:47:00.000-07:00

My Work :P

2010-03-27T12:33:00.000-07:00

A

Most of it is incomplete.
And it's not very good. Plus the camera sucks soo...:P

2010-01-22T05:28:00.000-08:00

R.I.P. JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN - TRIBUTE VIDEO from TWENTYFOURCORE Productions on Vimeo.

R.I.P The Rev

2010-01-22T04:29:00.001-08:00

On 28the December 2009 I got to about the death of Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan.
The drummer for Avenged Sevenfold.
I loved that guy, and he was one of my all time favorite artists. I could spend days listening to him, but as for 1 January 2010, I can't even imagine picking the itouch up. =/ It kills more than ever to know now that I never got to see him Live.

He's in a better place now and may God Rest His Soul, but it still sucks. I couldn't sleep at first and my new years eve went by crying my eyes out.
I hate losing someone close to me. I have before and it has happened again.
I don't know what will become of A7x as for now but rumor has it that they're breaking up. I respect the fact that they are respecting him and not replacing him because no matter what, we know that Jimmy was irreplaceable.

2 days after his death, I finally got about eating and drinking a little. And I gathered myself up and got two shirts printed in his memory.
I never thought I'd have to do that. :S It just sucks so fucking much. :S

I can't even express the amount of pain I have, he meant the world to me. And he always that he knew he wouldn't live pass 30 years. :\ We was only 28.
Don't know what the cause of his death is, but whatever it is, I hope it wasn't that painful.

I know you're in a better place now, Jimmy. May your soul rest in peace.
I know also that everytime there's thunder now...I will not hear thunder, but I'll be hearing Jimmy rocking out in heaven.
I'll miss you so much. :"(

February 10, 1981 – December 28, 2009
The Legend will Live On...

We Are The Fallen

2009-11-09T02:29:00.000-08:00

Evanescence has always been in my 'hate' band list. lol Ben moody was the real heart and sould of the band, but now that he's no longer there...it sucks.
But they created a new band. From one of my favorite artists of all time, Carly Smithson.
She was REALLY talented and you have no idea how proud i am that she's gonna make such a breakthrough.
Check it out

http://www.myspace.com/wearethefallen

If I was your Vampire

2009-11-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

Underoath - Too Loud to See Too Bright To Hear

2009-10-22T14:44:00.000-07:00

Intense song :|

Long time since i heard a song this good. :D

Lyrics

Good God, if your song leaves our lips
If your work leaves our hands
Then we will be wonders and vagabonds
They will stare and say how empty we are
How the freedom we had turned us up as dead men

Let us be cold, make us weak
Let us, because we all have ears
Let us, because we all have eyes
Good God

4X
How they knew that this would happen
They knew, they knew that this would

Good God, can you still get us home 8X

How can we still get home 4X (I'm not dreaming)
We're forgetting our forgiveness 4X

Fluffy

2009-09-07T09:09:00.001-07:00

My dad finally let me buy a cat! haha.
I bought a Himalayan breed. She's only two weeks old. I LOVE HER! :D She's the most adorable thing ever.
The other day when I was out shopping, I came back after quite some time and just as I was climbing the stairs upstairs she saw and ran towards me. It was so cute.
She's very fat, though. xD She can't hold her own weight. So she spreads her feet out and then lets her stomach rest on the floor. lol. She's not really that fat, just very hairy. So that makes her heavy. She looks like a sheep (xD) So my mum named her Fluffy (Yes, we did consider the possibility "Cotton Ball"). haha
I wanted to name her "mocha" or "taco". =_= Too bad that didn't work out. :( :P

I took some pictures. :D

yeah, she's not a fan of taking pictures. She sleeps like an insane human! xD And i know, her being a cat and sleeping like a human is the most craziest thing ever! hahaha.
Maybe i'll take a picture of her sleeping sometime.

She's sick right now. :( She has a fever, 103 F D:
And she has cold, and an eye infection. :S She's not eating and the vet put her on antibiotics.
Hmmm, i hope she gets better. :(

PYF

2009-08-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

I might have not mentioned this before but I am an official in an NGO called "PYF".
It's an abbreviation for "Pakistan Youth Forum" which mean we are here for the youth of our country. Because now, the youth have a voice.
We initially started from Facebook as a small group and Thank God we are now pretty big.
Website
Facebook
Myspace

Please, help us out. :)

Update....

2009-07-07T16:08:00.000-07:00

MJ's memorial service was truly one of the most painful memory I'll have for this decade.
It was sad, and yes, I did cry...5 times. :P
It was really touching how once he was up on that very stage performing himself, walking with his own legs when right now we had to see him being dragged by other people, lifeless. That was truly something I will never forget watching.

So anyways, right now I'm both very sad and very angry. Ugh, some people just drive me insane by their talks. It's very pissing off.
People should not be so self-obsessed. Or such 'wanna be bitches'. GROW UP!
I mean the people you'd least expect turn out to be the biggest mistakes of your life! But I think I'm ready to forgive and move on, now if only that apology arrives xD
I mean she still has not said "Sorry" because she STILL thinks we're wrong. What the hell?? I have no pleasure in back biting or lying to people. I hate those sort of people...specially the ones who try to grab ALL the attention and try to cover up and proving them self innocent by lying some more.
Amal, you have GOT to grow up.
Just admit you lied...it's not like lying some more to prove you're right would make me talk to you again. Both ways...I'M NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN! I would forgive you...obviously, but never talk again, I try not to talk to people with no self-respect.

Anyways...I think I'm joining anger management....my mum wants me to.

Also, sabeen, THANK YOU...AGAIN! :D LAAAVE YOU!! :D *mwah* :P

R.I.P Micheal Jackson

2009-06-26T03:54:00.000-07:00

Micheal Jackson

First thing I found out when I woke up.

I'm still in shock and don't believe this. He was only fifty. I respected the guy. He was an amazing person and I was really proud of him. It's so scary to find out how quickly it just happened. I don't even know what to say right now.

Charles Starkweather (1938 - 1959)

2009-06-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

25th June 1958, Charles Starkweather, a murderer of 11, was executed in the electirc chair. And although I'm not supposse to but I really liked this guy.He never meant any of those kills, the man had an IQ above average but it was just the wrong treatment he got through out his childhood which lead to all the desperate measures he took.I think there are pretty wrong rumours out there about him, like the fact that he killed those two teenagers, Jensen and Corl King, because he wanted their car. He only did that because the were the same typical sort of people who destroyed him whole childhood. Although killing them in my opinion wasn't really OBVIOUSLY the right thing to do. But whatever...he was a psychopath. Still, when he was caught, and the time he spent in jail, he changed. All through out his "fugative" life he wrote letters and notes to loved ones and himself.He kept on writing until the day he was killed.One of the jail gaurds, in the book, "Killers" by Nigel Cawthorne, even said "If only some one paied attention to Charlie, maybe it wouldn't have ended this way for him".I think he could have changed. He was gifted, with an amazing brain, and it was just the stupid fucked up people around him the runied him mentally. I wish he could have gotten his justice.
Weird, yet good thing about him was when his lawyer had the plan to tell the judge that Charles was mentally ill and instead of being executed he should be sent to a mental Institute. Charlie disagreed to that statement in court out loud and said that he was perfectly sane.That was the moment he destroyed any chance of his survival.But he, in my opinion, did good. It's better to die than to live your whole life as a lie.
R.I.P Charles Starkweather(although I know you're burning in hell horribly right now...or maybe you're not. Who knows, that's all up to God)

The Birthday Masacre

2009-06-14T01:04:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine, Kayla, sent me this song yesterday on YouTube and I must say I'm in love with it. Not only is it catchy but there is such uniqueness in the band that you just can't help but to fall in love with them.

Do give it a listen. :]

Movies Watched...

2009-06-14T00:19:00.001-07:00

I watched two new movies in the past week. I tried to watch more but then I was at my Grans' and it would seem rude to sit and watch a movie then. Anyways,

KNOWING

It was good, intresting but the ending was...um, sort of irrelavant to the whole idea of the movie.

I mean aliens? They just don't mix well with the whole "mature" and "professional" theme of the movie. Otherwise I loved it. :D

MADEA GOES TO JAIL

Lol, amazing movie. It was so cool. :P Madea was awesome! I could so relate to her through out the movie, I mean I'd possibly do the exact same thing if somebody took my parking spot! Duh.

This movie also reminded me of what my teacher once told me in the 7 th grade.

We were having this sort of game of what the teacher thinks of us all and she said that "I will be a definat leader but will go to jail ATLEAST once in my lifetime (xD) for 'anger managment reasons' and my habit of getting into trouble one way or the other" lol.

I also REALLY enjoyed the Dr.Phill part of the movie. XD IT WAS SO HILARIOUS.

I'm currently listening to Sweet Child Of Mine by Guns N' Roses.

Banit Lee Way

2009-06-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

OMG! I am so late on this news because of my exams and stuff but Gee just had a baby girl. Ahh, I am so happy. She weighed 6lbs and was a "healthy and happy" baby. :D

Wow, I don't even know how to react right now...WHY DIDN'T ANYBODY TELL ME!?!

Something I made yesterday...

2009-05-31T09:40:00.000-07:00

I have like a shit load of fan art like these, I think I should like join DeviantART and put these up here. I'll think about that...

I was thinking of making this as the background picture but my friend sadly thinks that's a bad idea. haha...I'll think of what to do.

Man, I got a lot of thinking to do :P

New Layout

2009-05-29T05:34:00.001-07:00

Haha, new layout. Lack of Ville, I know. Thinking of something about that...;)

FREEDOM!

2009-05-27T08:51:00.000-07:00

Ah, I can finally taste that "freedom air". Lol
Exams are finally over man, I feel blessed, haha. Though paper review on Friday T_T
I just came back from my friends place who's place I went to right from school. My two other friends came with us. Then ALL the rest of the friends came to her place and we went to a new Cafe. Really cool place, think I'll go there sometime.
Then we went to Pizza Hut and then we went back to my friends place.
Oh and we also watched a movie. But not all of it...duh, we're all too stupid to shut up for 2 WHOLE hours to watch a movie. :P
I JUST came back home, it's 10pm right now and the first thing I did was update my Facebook, Myspace, twitter, Sodahead and Messenger status. And update my website too, ofcourse. ;P
Planning to come online verday now. Haha...currently I'm listening to good music. haha, or the "devils" music as many people say.
Enjoying Marilyn Manson -Lest We forget

Justice For Kurt

2009-05-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

JUSTICE FOR KURT.COM

Something I would like you all to help out in. If you're a fan of Nirvana, and beileve that Kurt was NOT suicidal, visit this website.

There IS evidence that courtney was responsible for his death. She killed him, you can even see some intervies with some important people about it...

so now you decide, Suicide OR Murder?

www.myspace.com/justiceforkurt

Thank You

R.IP Kurt Cobain

Nikki Sixx & Chester Bennington Interview

2009-05-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! :D

(nah...not really :P)

Kurt...

2009-05-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

A Quick Update...

2009-05-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

Just gave my math exam today.
English tomorrow!

Right... for some reason I'm having a crap of a day, I don't feel like myself.
Everything's annoying me now.
I mean my friends are acting normal, just like the way they always are but I'm just getting annoyed by everyone. I guess I just can't wait to go to all those places for my vication this time. Just wanna get away from all of them and my family. I going to dissapear one day there...just one day. lol. Then i'll come back. Just need some time alone with me.

Also, for some SADLY absured reason I miss Kurt Cobain ALOT today. I just wish he was alive, not that even if he was I'd be able to meet him but atleast knowing that he is, somewhere would be enough. And the most dissapointing part is that no matter what I'll do, he's gone. I or no one can change that.
I mean seriously?! It's been more than 14 years since his death now...I still can't beileve it. He died a year before I was born...so any chance of me EVER meeting him were just destroyed from the moment I was born!
Maybe I'll meet him in hell...who knows? j/k

Layout & Update

2009-05-09T11:46:00.000-07:00

Yay...new layout.
Whoa, this has to be like the fastest layout I will ever make...you can tell 'cause it sucks so much. :P
I like the picture, also NOTICE MISTAKE: it's suppose to say "your". xD Ignore it please. lol
I'm on twitter, follow me
www.twitter.com/thegravekeeper
Wanna know a very sad thing? I don't know how to use twitter xD
I mean, the only thing I really know how to do is follow people and update my status. LMAO...let's just stick to facebook. :)

Exam Preperation

2009-05-01T00:11:00.001-07:00

Exams are so near! Dx They start like on the 18th and I haven't done a thing yet. I'd better start studying before there's no time left.
God, exams are so annoying!
Ah well, I'm off before my mum takes the laptop away...again! :P

Away...

2009-04-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

Okay, so my website obviously shows how greatly I supported Earth Hour, and yes I did turn my lights off. It was fun...and global warming preventing :P
Anyways, just a heads up, I might come online even less frequently now due to exams, but I'll be sure to come online everyday after that. :D

Vote Earth!

2009-03-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

I need your help and support!

We all know how Global Warming is destroying our world gradually by melting glaciers and causing floods so I, D.A, request all my visitors to switch of their lights for one hour from 8:30pm-9:30pm on March 28th 2009."The Earth Hour Orginization" is looking for One Billion votes so that they can send a message to show all the world leaders how important it is to take action against Global Warming. So please, Join now and place your vote.

No matter who you are or where you are from just help us because it doesn't matter what country you are from, it's what world you live in! (okay...so what if i got that last line from the add!?! =P)

Thank you,
-D.A (like duh! Who else would post here?! xP)

Random Hot-ness Pt.2

2009-03-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

The Julien-K pic on Jen's Blog reminded me of Nikki and so after 7 long shouts that I obviously regret doing, forgive me Jen, lol, I decided to make a Random Hot-ness post about Nikkie. =D

For those of you who don't know, he's the bassist/song writer of Motley Crue and an Author.

Nikki Sixx

Can I marry him?

"YEAH, I ROCK 'CAUSE IiM HOT!" xP

Lol, day dreaming about how awesome he is!

I have to read his books. Now I'm off to Google the names. ;D

Random Hot-ness Pt.1

2009-03-09T10:54:00.000-07:00

GERARD WAY!

Okay, yeah...so what if I'm obsessing...DON'T JUDGE ME! =P You obviously can't blame me for this...I mean really?...Tell me one girl on the face of this earth who can resist that!

Ooo...i can see half of Mikeys' face in this photo! =D

Awww...So. Very. Tempting!
xP

BEN BURNLEY

Dude from Breaking Benjamin.

Right...I LOVE THIS GUY!

Haha...i simply adore that french (is that right?) he has in this picture.

P.S: the guy next to him looks retarted! xP

Layout

2009-03-09T10:06:00.000-07:00

Yay, so I'm FINALLY done with the layout. :P The only problem is that it looks very "dull" you know what I'm saying. I mean really...all my layouts look like this...I really gotta brighten up man! :P Ah well for now this is it. I LOVE MY HEADER PIC...believe it, it's the fastest and best-est (:P) one I've ever made! :D

FINALLY, an update!

2009-03-06T07:28:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's been long. I missed you webi. :( Lol. Anyways, the weekend is FINALLY here and I plan to do "something" in it. Unlike always I will try to spend my life time with work now. Haha.
But before I do, i must say, I AM DEVASTATED! Von didn't make it through to the top 12! WTF!?! He rocked, waaay better than "Megan". She sucks. STUPID! T_T
Well now, things I'm going to do, starting now.

First, I am going to finish the sandwich that is in front of me at the moment, while changing the layout of this website.

2) Going to check my e-mail.

3) Watch "Milk".

4) Go to bed! :D

5) Do my homework

6) Go to Summaya's place

7) Shopping! Gotta get a plain white t-shirt for sports day

8) Go for a swim

9) Call my Homie! :D You know who you are. ;P

10) Day Dream about a LP concert.

11) Go to bed! :D

12) Well...nothing.

So yup....that's my weekend. Man, i really gotta find more things to do with my life! :P

Death Of Me - Red

2009-02-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

Their new single is out. :D
Really, I never thought this was how the video would be but it's great!

Red - Death of Me

Background

2009-01-30T22:44:00.000-08:00

AWESOME NEWS!

2009-01-23T09:31:00.000-08:00

My aunt just had another baby girl yesterday (22nd January 2009). :D That means D.A's got a new cousin! We haven't decided the name as yet, but we're thinking. ^_^ I'm thinking "Anaya" will be a good name, or "Romaisa". They're both pretty names.Okay, back to the baby, she's just adorable, you can eat her up. lol. She didn't really open up her eyes that well to see everybody but she did look at me. I gave her the "Ghuti". It's this tradition (not real, but we still do it :P), where the first person to give the baby a taste of honey by their own finger gives the baby their personality. Hehe, that means the baby's going to posses my personality. Haha, I gave the "Ghuti" to by other cousin aswell. SHE'S A DEVIOUS LITTLE CHILD...means the story's is true. ;P
I'm going to upload pictures of her later, I have to go watch "Heroes" now! :D

Pointless Depression

2009-01-23T09:18:00.000-08:00

Okay, so for some pathetic reason I'm listening to this song right now...EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT TO! WHAT THE HELL?!?! Lol, i scare myself sometimes. but whatever, I'm pretty sure EVERYBODY's heard these songs...if not THEN - well I can't really do anything stupid through the internet so I'm just going to say "Listen Now!...or suffer the consequences". (consequences yet to be decided :P)

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

Then there's this unbelievably awesome and depressing Paino solo by this dude, Maximillian Hecker, It's called "Dying".
(This isn't the official video, it's actually a school assigment by somebody who's btw done an AMAZING job!)

So, these are the two songs that are bringing me into pointless depression. T_T

Songs From The Underground/ Chat With Chester

2009-01-22T08:19:00.000-08:00

A collection of LP's past underground songs is now finally in a CD! And you can buy it!

Be sure to catch more news about this on Linkin Park's Official Website

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Also, don't forget, this Friday ( at 4:00pm PST!) Chester will be online chating with LPU Members!
Yes! That gives you a chance to finally talk to him, make sure you're there and if you're still not a LPU member then what's the wait? Join Now

Yet Another Note For Mehreen

2009-01-17T22:57:00.000-08:00

Okay...see basically the only reason I'm typing a second note for you is that obviously you didn't get it the first time due to idiocricy (is that word?!?!). Now let me repeat myself...who are the 6 ONLY people on the face of this earth to whom I'd write that to? hm? Is that so hard of a question Mehreen? The 6 ONLY people of who I talk about 24/7! The 6 ONLY people who I listen to and friggin day dream about!?! And the two ONLY people from those 6 people who are most dearest to me...one being more dearest...DUH!, but i'm talking about the second dude. Now was that clear enough for you that I don't have to type yet another note?!?!
(reply in the saybox and this time...please use more words to express your anger over me! :P)
Toodles
-D.A

Note for Mehreen

2009-01-17T01:44:00.000-08:00

Well, obviously you're an arse for believing me so I'd like to say this,
"LOSER!" xD
I'm a rude friend hm? Lmao.
You know...even if it wasn't true...who else on the face of this earth would I say that to?
You're stupid...just plain moronicly stupid...I mean you know very well who the "ONLY" six people in my life are and to which 2 would possibly say it to. T_T duh mehreen...duh!
(reply on the saybox...scroll down!)

Apocalytica-ism

2009-01-17T01:01:00.000-08:00

Why Jen...why? lol. Now I'm obssesed with Apocalytica. T_T
This is a great song that Jen sent me, I LOVE IT, the lyrics are friggin out of this world.
The video is really awesome, different and all but partly weird, or disgusting in that matter. Especially the last part, where they are near the dinning table with those girls. :P

(embedding was disabled) Apocalyptica featuring Adam Gindier of three Days Grace.

Another Great Song, The Rasmus featuring Ville Valo & Apocalytica
(I don't think embedding was disabled for that...but I was just to lazy to go to the embedding code. :P)

Thanks Jen. ;D

Other Stuff

2009-01-16T08:14:00.001-08:00

Well, i was suppose to put this picture as well, I couldn't decide between the two, lol, I randomly just put one, both of them were very hard worked on but one had to make it through. :P
This was the other one.

I don't know if I'll put the links to my other websites here just yet, but I'm looking foreward to soon. :)

Done

2009-01-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

Okay so everything is officialy done! :) Took me a rather long time complete this...more than i expected. :P Well I hope it's liked.

Note:

2009-01-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

I still haven't done anything so please don't think this is like the real layout and stuff.
My current picture will be taken off...i think i look stupid in it, especially with the words next to me, and the layout will be changed. :)
-D.A

Created!

2009-01-15T07:03:00.000-08:00

Yay! My blog is created! :D

Graphic :D:D

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